I went bowling. But first, #2 made me so upset, once again! As a group we were all to meet for a pre-bowl happy hour. My girl friend called me and told me she was stuck at our store doing some shopping, so she would call me with the details later. An hour later - she called me back.
"Did #2 call you?"
Supposedly he was supposed to call me with the details of where to meet for happy hour. Since the happy hour turned into dinner - he thought there was no need to call me.
I went bowling anywa and ignored his ass. 'Nuff said. I was pissed. No, no I was very upset.
Today, I made the decision not to be the first one to spark any conversation over g-chat. Yes - I remember that I said I'd play no games, but come on, he so did the wrong thing last night. And if I wasn't telling him so, I'd show him by not speaking to him via g-chat. He is sure to get the idea, right? RIGHT?
All day went by...and then my girl friend tells me that she's been g-chatting with #2. (roll my eyes) I so know what is coming - because its like freaking 3rd grade up in this situation.
Yep, yep they are talking about me. #2 would like to know if I'm going to the Mav's watching party tonight. My response was 'if he wants to know, he can ask me' and then it turned into 'I'm not going unless he asks me'
He never asked. Ughhhhh. Join me in my frustration, please.
I'm not going because the only reason I would be going is him. And he never does anything to spark whatever it is that we have going on. And I refuse to do all the work. In the past, all its ever gotten me is a big fat let down.
And the party is 20 minutes away from where I live. And LOST is on tonight.
See, I have my reasons. But the #1 reason was: What happens if I go and nothing happens, yet again? So, I chose LOST. I read somewhere that you shouldn't change your lifestyle for a man. So, there you have it.
Speaking of #1, as Bev asked today...
because remember #2 is #2 for a reason. I need to keep remembering that. He is not my first choice in crushville.
#1: I haven't seen him in over a month. He rarely comes out and hangs with everyone, due to the fact that most of the time, we hang outside of Dallas Proper. Yeah, he is like that, y'all.
But Bev asked about him and EUREKA! I had a brilliant plan.
#2 is having a party in 2 weeks. I'm 100% positive that #1 will be there. (along with a lot more single ready to mingle men) I'm just going to attend the party with open arms and smiles. I never gave up on #1, he just hasn't been around. During his absence, I became closer to #2. So all this frustrations tangled up with flirting just may be a proximity thing. Who knows?!?!
Yes - I am frustrated because nothing is happening with #2. I like him. I know he likes me. It's at a stalemate. WTF can I do about it?
Nada, but go to his party and let fate or something or someone have a go at it. I'm throwing my hands up.