That's how the text message read. And there after there was dead silence. Nothing being beamed across or transmitted through either of our cell phones. Hmmm...but one had to wonder: When the F were you under me?
It came from Crush #2.
Now, I will admit it was nice to know and verify that this crush did at some point have some srt of feelings for me but isn't that a bit rude? You are now over me? What did I do?
Men. Correction. Boys.
This is what happened, to my knowledge. I like him. Like, like him like him.
But he wasn't #1. I was saving my energy and flirting for #1 AND #1 is friends with #2. I looked at it this way - if I dare seeked anything with either one of them, it would mean that it was all off for the other. No? Doing a pro/con list, #1 was the obvious answer. But I see #2 way more than I see #1. Two weeks ago, I saw #2 four times in one week.
And we get along great. So great, I am in love with our dynamic. Like, super in love with the dynamic. I've never had this dynamic with anyone - boy or girl.
The dynamic is all new to me. And fun. And hilarious. He gets me. I get him.
And I won't ruin that.
I think if we ever 'hooked' up (as the young folks say) I fear the dynamic will be gone.
Some people's answer to that is: but the dynamic could also be ten times better than it is now.
I am no pessimist, but I just fear that if we did go the extra step forward - what would happen if it didn't last? Where would the dynamic go? What would we do? IS it worth it?
And the obsession begins...
We IM each other all day long - and the dynamic is present there, too. We bowl with a group of friends every Tuesday night and the dynamic is allover the place. Bar outings - dynamic. Check. A ton of people could be around us and yep, the dynamic? Present.
Sometimes its a bickering dynamic, but its still cute as ever.
So when I got the text, I read it. Pondered. Said, "hmm...". And knew my only reply could be, for the dynamic's sake: "But when were you under me? If you know what I mean ;) And I think you do."
We are still waiting for the reply...
Ball? Yep. His court.