Call Me Petty

Do looks really matter? Hmm...

Mr. Trombone is not all that. I feel bad for thinking it and hopefully someone will comment and make me feel better about my petty thoughts, but all I can think about is how much hotter J.J. is...EEK.
Then there are the thoughts of all the things Trombone wants to do with me and I keep wishing he was J.J. It may just be because nothing came to fruition with J.J. and I.

It gets worse. I think I am way more attractive than Trombone.
We may have to chalk this up to I may just want what I cannot have: J.J.
It's going to turn into the inevitable: I am going to be yearning after the one with the girlfriend while Mr. (Nice) Trombone will be going after me.
Typical girl attitude, here.

Even though I know what it is, it won't excuse it, but can I really keep seeing some guy that I don't think is hot?
Don't get me wrong, funny, witty, smart, and great to hang out with, but I have to face it, he looks like Doug.

Do you remember the Nickolodeon cartoon, Doug?
He was orange and his sister may have been purple and he had a dog?!? and the theme song went something like: "Doug, Doug, Doug, Doug, Doug, Doug, Doug---DOUG!"
Seriously...look it up.

And he does these stupid things where he says how beautiful I am, of course, I am thinking, "Duh!" Then I saw a picture of an ex-girlfireind of his and I hate to say it, but motor scooter, he must be thanking God each night that gets to kiss me...oh, I'm going to Hell for these thoughts, but crap if I can't say them here, who else am I going to tell?

And I do feel bad for thinking this. Part of me thinks that I'm giving him chances because he is my friend's cousin, and I do think he's cute, again in that Doug way.